|WHAAAAAAAAAT??? HE POSTED??????
||[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:14 am]
|[||"How does that make you feel?"
|[||Song Of The Day
|||||The Speed Of a Yellow Bullet||]|
It's hard to belive that things can be worse than the worse thing you've experienced. Take for example...
My Dad's recent attempt at suicide and where he's put my family because of it.
Not only at a lack of money. But completely mentally Unstable. My mom litteraly is always crying when she talks to me now. My brother Shelby has quit his band and become quite grumpy. Taylor, doesn't say a word. He's quiet. Doesn't say anything. That troubles me the most. Kierra, she's just plain upset.
While I sit here in my own domain, that I'd have to admit, it at least decent for a single 18 year old male. I don't know what to feel. I'm so past feeling anything lately that it's all just become one big blur. Like when you take all the colors and paint them side by side.. then put your hand at one said and just run it to the other.
Ok... now on to my rant about "people" or just a "person"
he knows who he is.
I hate people that just use and leech off of others. That when they envy someone, they don't and won't ssociate with them. I hate people that demorilize and degrade other people (specifically Girls) and use them to only HIS advantage. I hate people that when THEY become the loser... they whine about it. Did I whine about it? Fuck no. I just took it all in. But I guess being the center of a group in high school will do that to you. After your not the center and everyone has there own things to do.. you'll cry. And as for what he has doen to MY friends. Oh god, If I hear of it EVER again. His skull will be crushed. Simple as that.
And as for you, my friends.
I will see you all later as apposed to now, for I am off to the jobby.
Shaylon J. Clark